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Used in most of the important National Institutes of Health    studies examining the pharmacokinetics of Hypericum and pharmaceuticals, each clear coated scored tablet is formulated into a finished product using an extract of the dried flowering tops of the above ground portion of the plant known to contain a number of constituents with documented biological activity including a broad range of flavonoids and napthodianthrones. It is extracted with 80% methanol. Prior to tableting, the extract is standardized to contain 0.3% Hypericin and a minimum of 3% Hyperforin. It requires between 3 - 4 pounds of crude plant material to produce one pound of extract.

                                     
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Hypericum & Depression

Can Depression Be Successfully Treated with a Safe, Inexpensive, Medically Proven Herb Available without a Prescription?

Harold H. Bloomfield, M.D.
Mikael Nordfors, M.D.
& Peter McWilliams

Contents

Copyright Information
Vital Cautions (Please read this)
Introduction
A Note about Two Terms Used Often in This Book

Part One: Depression

What Is Depression?
Anne Hedonia

The Undertreatment of Depression

The Treatment of Depression

The Difficulty in Treating Depression


Part Two:
Hypericum

Hypericum Perforatum
Hypericum as Medicine


Part Three:
Hypericum & Depression

The Good News
The Side Effects of Hypericum

The Recommended Dosage of Hypericum

The Young, the Elderly, and the Physically Ill

For Those Currently Taking Prescription Antidepressants

How to Obtain Research-Grade Hypericum

Hypericum, Herbs, and Health Policy


Part Four:
Summaries of Medical Studies on Hypericum and Depression

Scientific Description of Hypericum Perforatum
Studies Comparing Hypericum with Synthetic Drugs

Studies Comparing Hypericum with Placebos

Drug Monitoring Studies

Pharmaceutical Studies

Other Studies

Clinical, Criteria Based Reviews

Author's Comments
About the Authors

Index of Charts & Tables


Each 660 mg. tablet contains a minimum of 300 mg (with a 5 to 10% overage) of Hypericum Perforatum in a clear coat to inhibit moisture degradation. One milligram of Leucoselect, a broad spectrum grape seed extract has been added to protect the hyperforin. Each tablet is manufactured to a minimum Kilopascal hardness of seven, maximum of ten, depending upon humidity. Designed for complete absorption in the upper intestinal tract, its excipients are; Dicalcium phosphate, microcrystalline cellulose, vegetable oil, cross carmellose sodium, magnesium sterate, silicon dioxide. The clear coat is made of hydroxypropylmethylcellulose and polyethylene glycol. Each bottle contains 280, 7/16th round, "Upper bisect" (Scored, should you need to cut them in half) tablets. Taken at the most common research dosage, (3 per day = 900mgs) 280 tablets represents a 93 day supply. The elimination half life of hypericin is 26.5 hours.

St. John's wort's action of mood modulation takes place at the synapsomal level where it works to inhibit the reuptake of three of the four known feel-good neurotransmitters. They are serotonin, norepinephrine and dopamine. Like many of the pharmaceuticals that inhibit the reuptake of only serotonin, this process can take up to 6 weeks to take effect. SJW works more gently and broadly and given that it effects three neurotransmitters is probably why it has such a low side effect profile. However, if you are fair skinned, please exercise caution when going in the sun as you may initially burn. Please click here to read about our liposomally based sunscreen moisturizer.

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St. John's Wort Homeopathic Spray

After two years of exhaustive R&D we are very pleased to announce the release of our, and the world's, first homeopathic St. John's Wort spray. Fast relief for mild to moderate depression.

 

 

By taking St. John's wort you are inhibiting your reuptake of Serotonin.  Did you know that you can also boost your serotonin production with 5-HTP?


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Wondering if it's ok to take St. John's Wort and 5 HTP?


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Articles & Information

 

Personality Quizzes And
Other Miscellaneous Info

Frequently Asked Questions
About St. John's Wort

 

 

Children's Corner


Celebrity Meltdown -
Famous, important people who have suffered depression

Art Buchwald 
Sigmund Freud
Greg Louganis
Abraham Lincoln
Shawn Colvin   
Terry Bradshaw
Jeff Reardon
Stephen Fry
Jordan
Pete Doherty
Kurt Cobain
Bill Ward
Roseanne
Jean-Claude Van Damme
Jackson Pollock
Zack Greinke
Senator Bob Antonioni
Paul Dempsey
Patrick Kennedy
Lorraine Bracco
Johnny Depp
Kate Hudson
Rick Springfield

Uma Thurman
Robbie Williams
Jean Rhys
Lindsay Lohan
Amy Winehouse
Zach Braff
Britney Spears
Richard Jeni
Anna Nicole Smith

Melanie Chisholm
Owen Wilson
Dorothy Hamill
Elizabeth Wurtzel
Richard Hammond
Peter Mark Roget

William Styron 
Marilyn Monroe
Alanis Morissette
Brooke Shields
Dan Cody
Pat Cash         

Robbie Williams
Robert Munsch
Kerry Katona
Adam Ant
Jim Carrey
Leonard Bernstein
Beethoven
Carrie Fisher
Stuart Adamson
Kelly Holmes
Aleksandr Lukashenko
Mary Chapin
Steve Mason
Vince Welnick
Douglas Duncan
Lily Allen
Tom Petty
Steven Bowditch
Olivia Newton-John
Emma Thompson
Beyonce Knowles
Mandy Moore
Gary Lightbody
Mutya Buena
Lars von Trier
J.K. Rowling
Rick Parfitt
Valerie Plame
Patrick Dempsey
Heath Ledger
Mel Gibson
Juliana Hatfield


Mike Wallace
Ted Turner
Lionel Aldridge
Kieron Dyer
Brian Wilson
Carmen Electra
Abraham Lincoln
Phil Spector
Steven Morrissey
Diane Arbus
Robert Blake
Kurt Vonnegut
Vincent van Gogh
Tipper Gore
Virginia Woolf
Axl Rose
Sebastian Diesler
Carnie Wilson
Margaret Trudeau
Scott Harrison
Eminem
Ashley Judd
James Dean Bradfield
Darren Clark
Andy Nicolson
Alastair Campbell
Yury Borzakovsky
Orhan Pamuk
Jessica Simpson
Anne Hathaway
Rosie O'Donnell
Lena Headey
Hillary Clinton
Pete Wentz
Neil Lennon
Charmaine Dragun
Delta Burke
Heather Locklear

Other Nonpharmacologic 
Approaches to Depression

 

NIH & FDA Warnings and Updates

 

Clinical Research Studies

 

Historical St. John's Wort Applications

The historical use of medical St. John's wort is well documented. Commencing 2400 years ago St. John's wort was used as a nerve tonic, a painkiller for arthritis, menstrual cramping, gastrointestinal problems (such as diarrhea, nausea . . . ) as well as ulcers.

The ancient Greeks and Romans used to treat many ailments, including sciatica and poisonous reptile bites as well as to ward against evil spirits, placing sprigs of the plant on statues of their Gods. In fact, the genus name Hypericum is from Greek and means "over an apparition" as the herb was once considered odiferous enough to cause evil spirits to depart.

In the first century St. John’s wort was referred to in Pliny the Elders famous book on natural history for its bracing quality in treating diarrhea and promoting urine flow and bladder troubles.

Dioscorides, a Roman army surgeon, recommended drinking St Johns wort in his medical text, “For it expels choleric excrements…” He also recommended rubbing it on burns. Paracelsus, a medical authority of the Renaissance also wrote of using St. John’s wort to treat wounds. He was also the first to mention using it for psychotic symptoms which he called “phatasmata”.

During medieval times, the Europeans used the plant to treat all forms of madness (They thought St. Johns wort had magical properties) as it blooms near the Summer Solstice. The Saltenitan drug list of the thirteenth century also referred to St. John’s wort as herba demonis fuga--an herb to chase away the devil.

Sixteenth century medical books refers to the plant as Fuga demonum, or devil’s scourge, a term that was repeated frequently in the literature of the next several hundred years.

The oil made from the flowers was listed in the first Pharmacopoeia Londinensis (1618). 1630 Angelo Sala stated that St. John’s wort treated illnesses of the imagination, melancholia, anxiety and disturbances of understanding. He wrote, “St. John’s wort cures these disorders as quick as lightening.” Gerard wrote that its use as a balm for wounds, burns, ulcers and bites was without equal (Gerard 1633).

There is even evidence that the American Indians used St. John's wort used it in the treatment of Tuberculosis and other breathing ailments.

Civil War soldiers collected St. John's wort to use on battle wounds. A prolific and hardy plant that threatened grazing land, a beetle was introduced into the Pacific Northwest in the early 1900's to keep St. John's wort under control.

19th century literature incorporated the use of hypericum to treat melancholia. 19th century British and American literature stressed the superficial use of the herb for the treatment of burns and wounds. A powerful antibacterial, St. John’s wort has been used through the centuries as an analgesic (pain reliever) to treat saddle sores and in poultices for certain lameness's in horses.


March 15, 2006
Roundtable: Prince Hamlet's depression and its neuroanatomical correlate

March 14, 2006
Mickey Mouse: A Cure For Depression?

 

March 13, 2006
Kelly Holmes on fighting depression

March 10, 2006
Injured athletes pushed into depression

 

March 9, 2006
Zack Greinke fighting depression

March 8, 2006
The 23 best things to say to someone who
Is Depressed

 

March 7, 2006
The 99 worst things to say to someone who is
depressed


March 6, 2006
SSRIs face next-generation
antidepressant replacement


March 3 , 2006
Kate Moss's off/on boyfriend, Pete Doherty treated for manic depression.

March 2 , 2006
Excess internet use can lead to depression in young: study

March 1 , 2006
Depression, heart disease often go
hand in hand

February 27, 2006
Researchers make depression gene breakthrough. Depression gene found

 

February 25, 2006
Childhood Depression May Raise Risk of Ecstasy Use,
Study Says it is linked to pre-existing depression

February 24, 2006
Women, declining estrogen and depression

 

February 23, 2006
Morrissey in depression shocker


February 22, 2006
Childhood depression; does it portend asthma and obesity as an adult?


February 20, 2006
Ex- Atomic Kitten Kerry Katona talks about beating depression

February 17, 2006
Disappearance linked to depression. Fears mount for missing woman.

February 15, 2006
Depression: Condition in Teenagers Can Be Life, Death

Glossary of Depression related Terms

February 14, 2006
Tips for Dealing with Valentine's Depression

February 11, 2006
Erasing memory helps depressed mice

February 9 , 2006
For some couples Valentines Day means coping
with depression together

 

February 8 , 2006
Jordan reveals treatment for depression

February 7 , 2006
SSRI's anti-depressant risk to infants

February 6 , 2006
Surfacing from depression

February 3 , 2006
Playing chess may help relief symptoms of depression


February 2 , 2006
Depression, Fatigue Fueled by Each Other

February 2 , 2006
Manic Depression Often Gets Misdiagnosed

February 1 , 2006
Study: Pregnancy No Cure For Depression

January 30, 2006
Guns, depression and rock 'n' roll: Documents show twilight of Spector's life


January 29, 2006
Thirty Minutes of Exercise Helps Relieve Major Depressive Symptoms

January 28, 2006
DHEA may reduce depression symptoms in HIV patients

 

January 27, 2006
Psychologist: A lifetime of abuse, depression led teen shooter to despair

Confession Tape: Part 2

January 26, 2006
Depression; Canine Loyalty



January 24, 2006
Is Jan. 24 — Tuesday — the most depressing day of the year?


January 23, 2006
Depression can be linked to violence


January 21, 2006
Robert Munsch driven by depression

January 17, 2006
Student suspended following depression treatment sues George Washington University

January 15, 2006
Poor diet link to rising cases of depression
Jo Revill, health editor,
The Observer

January 13, 2006
Scientists discover manic depression gene
Elizabeth Gosch

 

January 9, 2006
How Lincoln came to terms with depression
Book Review
How depression challenged a president and fueled his greatness

January 5, 2006
Romantic Breakups Change a Woman`s Brain

Grief sheds light on the connection between normal sadness, grief and depression

 

January 4, 2006
Williams Dismisses Depression Reports

Contact Music.com.UK

 

January 2, 2006
Income Level May Predict Response to Depression Treatment
Low-income people are less likely to respond to treatment 

 

December 29, 2005
1 in 10 US Teens Face Major Depression
Washington (Reuters)

December 27, 2005
Former Twins' Pitcher Jeff Reardon Arrested for Armed Robbery, Blames Depression Medication
(AP) Palm Beach Gardens, Fla.

 

December 22, 2005
Carmen Electra in Depression after deaths of brother and pet scorpion

December 20, 2005
Staving Off Holiday Stress and Depression
By Dr. Jon Gaudio

 

November 29, 2005
Chinese Government submits fast track application for St. John's Wort as new treatment for Avian Flu Virus

St John's Wort kills avian virus

November 25, 2005
Swimming with Dolphins Aids Depression

November 21, 2005
Senator John Hottinger reveals struggle with Depression

(WCCO) St. Paul 

November 21, 2005
Pat Cash, '87 Wimbledon champ, copes with suicidal tendencies

November 20, 2005
Scientists discover depression gene PDE4B
Revealing their findings in Science magazine, researchers have found a damaged PDE4B gene effects how the brain thinks.

November 19, 2005
Manic Depression Linked To Creativity
From New Scientis

November 9, 2005
Depression's Machismo Mask
You might call it melancholy on steroids

November 7, 2005
Shawn Colvin admits being on the verge of suicide
Says she went off depression medication and began using alcohol.

 

November 6, 2005
Souness reveals Dyer depression
Newcastle boss Graeme Souness has revealed Kieron Dyer is 'deeply depressed' at facing a new spell on the sidelines.

November 2, 2005
Brooke Shields Not Afraid Of Second Bout With Postpartum Depression . . . 
won't take the same prescription drug she did the last time because she didn't like the side effects. 

 

October 31, 2005
St. John's Wort Protein Suppresses HIV 
In a surprising finding, scientists are reporting that HIV appears to crumple when it encounters a protein found in St. John's wort, the plant that produces a popular herbal supplement.

October 31, 2005
A protein extracted from St John's wort can inhibit HIV replication
according to a study published in the October 27th edition of Gene Therapy.

From Reuters - First published in the February 2005 issue of Archives of General Psychiatry
February 15, 2005
DHEA Eases Midlife Depression

As reported in the British Medical Journal
2/11/2005 5:41 PM
St. John's Wort Matches Common Antidepressant (Paxil) At least as effective for moderate to severe depression as drug from Prozac family.As reported in Webb MD Health

Feburary 11, 2005

St. John's Wort Helpful In Severe Depression
New research shows the herbal supplement St. John's Wort to be as effective as one of the most popular prescription antidepressants for treating both moderate and severe depression.As reported in the BBC News

Friday, 11 February, 2005, 00:24 GMT

Herb As Good As Depression Drug
A German study has added weight to the argument that a herbal remedy is an effective treatment for depression.As reported in the Paris AFP

Feb 11, 2005

St. John's Wort as effective as widly used antidepressant.

From London - (German News)
March 7th 2005
St Johns Wort As Effective As Antidepressant Paroxetine AKA Seroxat With Fewer Side Effects

January 20, 2006
Stephen Fry
My depression and me -- Fry to talk of his misery

 


January 19, 2006
Program for pastors designed to help them understand depression

 

News Flash

July 22, 2008
Depression way more badass than 'nervous exhaustion,' Juliana Hatfield says

July 9, 2008
NIH funded University of North Carolina study links alcohol abstinence with depression

Heather Locklear
June 25, 2008
Heather Locklear seeking treatment for anxiety, depression

June 24, 2008
Oxytocin reduces:depression/social-phobias/increase-trust

ADHD

 

June 13, 2008
Industry junks St John's wort ADHD study

St. John's WortJune 1, 2008
St. John's Wort cancer treatment heads to Phase III trial

 

Mel GibsonMay 16, 2008
Mel Gibson talks about his bi-polar depression

British Men most depressed in EuropeMay 8, 2008
British men most depressed in Europe

Roget


April 2, 2008
Roget: creator of Roget's Thesaurus, made lists to fend off depression

Abuse GeneMarch 18, 2008
Gene Protects Adults Abused as Children from Depression

 

Lily Allen
March 5, 2008
Lily Allen pulls out of Isle of Wight festival, is being treated for depression

Richard HammondMarch 1, 2008
Richard Hammond 'battles with depression'

 

drugs don't work
February 26, 2008
Depression drugs don’t work, finds data review

Delta BurkeFebruary 22, 2008
Delta Burke Wants to Be the "Face of Depression"

 

Heath Ledger
January 23, 2008
HEATH Ledger was battling drug addiction and depression in the lead-up to his tragic death.

Patrick DempseyJanuary 14, 2008
Actor PATRICK DEMPSEY suffered crippling bouts of depression

 


January 7, 2008
Wearing too much perfume 'signals depression'

JK RowlingJanuary 1, 2008
JK Rowling speaks out about the depression that inspired her to write Harry Potter books



ChampixDecember 20, 2007
Taking Champix to quit smoking may induce depression

EminemDecember 13, 2007
Eminem's mother fears depression will kill son

 


December 5 , 2007
New Study ranks depression in America based on state residency.

mold and depressionNovember 26, 2007
Study; people who live in moldy environments are prone to more depression

 

Elizabeth WurtzelNovember 15, 2007
Elizabeth Wurtzel, author of "Prozac Nation" and "Bitch" discusses her depression and drug use

Charmaine DragunNovember 7, 2007
Aussie News Anchor's Cliffside Suicide Linked To Depression

Valerie Plame

November 1, 2007
Valerie Plame, talks about her post partum depression

October 23, 2007
"I Hate My Job" Do you? Professions most, and least, fraught with depression.

Dorothy HamillOctober 14, 2007
Dorothy Hamill, America's sweetheart, discusses her struggle with the demons of depression

Owen WilsonOctober 13, 2007
Owen Wilson tries ancient Red Indian cleansing ceremony for his depression


Neil Lennon
October 10, 2007
Neil Lennon, ex-Celtic captain talks about living with depression

Estrogen and DepressionSeptember 28, 2007
Estrogen and Depression

Rick Parfitt
September 15, 2007
Rick Parfitt: Depression left me a terrible mess

owen wilsonAugust 29, 2007
Owen in a 'cloud of depression'

Pete Wentz

 

August 3, 2007
Fall Out Boy's Pete Wentz has 'manic depression'

JK RowlingJuly 27, 2007
J.K. Rowling: ‘Finishing Harry Potter Put Me In Deep Depression’



July 23, 2007
Bi-polar Depression leads to shrinking brain

manicJuly 4, 2007
Are you manic depressive? Take the test . . .

July 1, 2007
Depressed Men and Women taking Prozac (and all other SSRI's) must be screened regularly for osteoporosis.

summer SADJune 26, 2007
Summer depress you? You may be suffering from SAD

 


Melanie ChisholmJune 6, 2007
Spice Girl Melanie Chisholm is proud to have beaten depression

HillaryJune 2, 2007
Hillary hit by depression while first lady

 


TrierMay 16, 2007
Has deep depression left Danish film director Lars von Trier unable to work?

NIHMay 8, 2007
The National Institutes of Health (NIH) funds $4.4m grant for research into St. John's Wort's anti inflammatory / anti viral / analgesic properties.
breastfeeding and depression


May 5, 2007
Breastfeeding and good fats help new moms fight depression

Julia StilesApril 26, 2007
Julia Stiles to produce and star in Sylvia Plath's depression classic

Nicole Kidman

April 17, 2007
NICOLE KIDMAN comforts younger sister ANTONIA after her husband is admitted for depression . . .

Anna Nicole SmithApril 7, 2007
Anna Nicole Diaries Reveal Her Struggle With Depression


Lena HeadeyMarch 30, 2007
300 actress LENA HEADEY was diagnosed with clinical depression as a teenager

MutyaMarch 28, 2007
Sugababes singer Mutya Buena left due to Post-Natal Depression
Octopuses and depression

 

March 26, 2007
Using Octopuses to Understand Depression

Richard JeniMarch 15, 2007
Richard Jeni Suffered from Severe Clinical Depression

Rosie O'Donnell



March 8, 2007
Rosie O'Donnell talks about her depression treatment after Columbine School shootings

Gary LightbodyMarch 5, 2007
Gary Lightbody: Snow Patrol, my self-loathing and depression

 


Britney SpearsFebruary 27, 2007
Britney Spears: Bi polar or Postpartum depression?

February 21, 2007
David Beckham tells Robbie Williams to exercise to beat depression


Sharon StoneFebruary 14, 2007
Sharon Stone: 'New Movie Challenged My Perception Of Depression'.

General MotorsFebruary 12, 2007
General Motors Blasted (Again) for Suicide TV Commercial, Marginalization of Depression


Anne Hathaway February 8, 2007
Anne Hathaway's Depression Confession

LogueFebruary 6, 2007
Fly Me to the Moon: Bipolar Journey through Mania and Depression

 

Mandy MooreJanuary 25, 2007
Mandy Moore's Depression

Zach BraffJanuary 15, 2007
Braff Confesses To Possible Depression

 

Jessica Simpson
December 27, 2006
Jessica Simpson scales down Christmas holiday due to depression

BeyonceDecember 20, 2006
Beyonce Knowles' Depression ConfessionAmy Winehouse

 

 

December 13, 2006
Jazz/soul singer Amy Winehouse discusses her battle with depression

Orhan PamukDecember 11, 2006
Orhan Pamuk's post Nobel depression


 

Emma ThompsonDecember 7, 2006
Emma Thompson's Depression Helped Movie Role

tasteDecember 6, 2006
Losing your sense of taste could be sign of depression


Lindsay LohanNovember 21, 2006
Lindsay Lohan's Depression Hell

William StyronNovember 14, 2006
William Styron: A Case of Clinical Depression

 

Girl suffers depression
November 8, 2006
Girl, 4, 'Suffering depression'

george washington universityNovember 1, 2006
George Washington University Settles Lawsuit Brought by Student Barred for Depression

 

depressionOctober 30, 2006
Russian Olympic champion Yury Borzakovsky suffering from depression

Men and depressionOctober 23, 2006
Study: Men less likely to seek help for depression

electronic depression

October 18, 2006
Electronic Depression Syndrome

rhysOctober 9, 2006
Jean Rhys wrote her way out of depression

campbell

 

 

October 8, 2006
Alastair Campbell's battle with depression

Olivia Newton JohnOctober 1 , 2006
Olivia Newton-John's battle with depression

daniel smith

 


September 28, 2006
Daniel Smith died from overdose of depression meds

September 24, 2006
Robbie Williams being treated for depression, cancels tour

 

 

September 14, 2006
Depression, child-rearing in the 21st century

 

 

September 8, 2006
Depression fuels risky behavior in gay men, new study claims

Tom CruiseSeptember 2, 2006
Cruise Apologizes To Shields Over Post-Partum Depression Rant

 

inflammation
September 1, 2006
Depression and Inflammation may go Hand-in-Hand

August 24, 2006
Swiss researchers use St. John's wort fluorescent marker to illuminate microscopic metastatic tumors.


andy nicolson
August 19, 2006
Andy Nicolson former Arctic Monkeys star suffering from depression

Steven BowditchAugust 16, 2006
STEVEN BOWDITCH says golf is about the last thing on his mind as he struggles to emerge from clinical depression.

August 8, 2006
Thurman's smoking habit led to self-loathing and depression